💜💜💜How is it to feel invisible ...

In the world we live so full of emptiness and hearts accelerated by daily chores. I can't help but wonder ... Could it be that we are going backwards, instead of going forward?

Some passing over the other, less and less empathy and more conditions such as Narcissism. I do not blame you, we are human beings full of imperfections, but at the same time I think ... Why not try our best to try to make this beautiful sphere a better place for everyone?

social networks for example, have been altering and distorting the reality of hundreds of people around the world, thus creating a false stereotype which I do not deny, I have also been a victim.

a world in which you are based on what you have and not what you possess inside and constantly struggle to fit these nonsensical standards.

The more you try, the more invisible you feel, especially when you are not born with the charisma or the money to show your travels and luxuries on Instagram.

As a humble, middle-class working person who has struggled to get ahead, surviving in these times where things are more important than people, animals, and nature in general is very strenuous.

I thought I had reached a point of locking myself in, of giving up and not continuing, I was tired of walking among thorns, of looking for the perfect country and perfect love, of finding something different from what I was already used to. I had faith, I always smiled despite the fact that the people I trusted the most constantly hurt me and they say that being noble is a virtue, but it is difficult when you are so good that you feel unable to defend yourself. You feel like you are the weakest in the pack everyone is attacking, and you have no choice but to stay put.

I hope everything changes for the better, because I'm tired of thinking

El Sentirse Invisible.... Existencialismo...

💜💜💜Como es el sentirse invisible ....

En el mundo que vivimos tan lleno de vacios y corazones acelerados por  los diarios quehaceres. No puedo evitar preguntarme...Será que que estamos retrocediendo, en vez de avanzar? 

Unos pasando por encima del otro, cada vez menos empatia y mas condiciones como el Narcisismo. no los culpo, somos seres humanos llenos de imperfecciones, pero a la vez pienso...Por qué no nos esforzarnos por tratar de hacer de esta hermosa esfera un lugar mejor para todos?

las redes sociales por ejemplo, han ido alterando y distorsionando la realidad de cientos de personas alrededor del mundo, creando así un falso estereotipo al cual no lo niego, también he sido víctima. 

un mundo en el que se basa en lo que tienes y no en lo que posees interiormente y luchas constantemente en encajar en estos estándares sin sentido. 

Cuanto más tratas, más invisible te sientes, sobretodo cuando no naces con el carisma ni con el dinero para mostrar tus viajes y lujos en Instagram. 

Como una persona humilde, de clase media trabajadora que ha luchado por salir adelante, sobrevivir en estos tiempos donde las cosas son más importantes que las personas, los animales y la naturaleza en general es muy extenuante.

Pensé que había llegado a un punto de encerrarme, de darme por vencida y de no continuar, estaba cansada de caminar entre espinas, de buscar el país perfecto y el amor perfecto, de encontrar algo diferente a lo que ya estaba acostumbrada. tenia fe, siempre sonreía a pesar de que las personas en las que más confiaba me hirieran constantemente y es que dicen que ser noble es una virtud, pero es difícil cuando eres tan bueno que te sientes incapaz de defenderte. Sientes que eres el débil de la manada al que todos atacan, y no tienes otro remedio que quedarte quieto. 

espero que todo cambie para mejorar, porque estoy cansada de pensar...

⭐️ I believe in empathy ...

I don't want to hurt, I don't want to cause trauma, I want to stop being empty inside, I want to grow and stop behaving immaturely and I want to do it once and for all.

 Could it be that in life human beings are obliged to hurt?

 Why do we choose to hurt?

 What makes the other person so irrelevant and hurt them without compassion?

 As a person and a human being I have always believed in empathy and how important it is to develop it.. however,  there are some occasions like  impulses and I do not know what else, makes this disappearance of momentary empathy fades and we throw ourselves towards the prey to destroy it.  the truth is that although in the past I did not mind hurting, or at least I ignored the compassion I felt and the regret because whenever I think about the past and my behavior with people I always think ... how would I be like this? ... I recognize  that when I was least concerned about something (including other people's feelings) I felt less stress and it was strange because I felt a strange positivism, I think it was a "pseudo positivism" if you can call it like that.

 But how can you be positive and insensitive at the same time?  Is this possible?  I also think that one of the main reasons was because I was young and immature.  I am thankful that this period of my past has passed.

 My today is different. I have more empathy and more compassion for people. I don't want to think that human beings have to hurt people just because it is "inevitable" to hurt.  I think we can fix misunderstandings without hurting others, at least putting ourselves in each other's shoes more often, being less impulsive and controlling our emotions, the latter is the one that I have had to work more on, as I am very emotional.

 Today I am more sensitive than before, I suffer more for that but I think it is worth it.

Nobody Fights For Love Anymore

Nobody fights for love anymore

Nobody seems to care that Im starving for love.

I feel so much pain and its a torture. its the kind of pain that doesn't kill but it feels like stabs over and over again. this pain that I feel is worst than any disease.

a monster that never leaves.I want to find the peace with someone who really loves me because if not, I dont think I would survive.